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As a particular person who, having travelled usually by a certain street, is familiar with, however it be evening and dim, by his earlier experience of it, where he may possibly stumble, and the place he should to be on his guard versus that hazard, due to the fact he has observed the put by day, so the soul avoids offending God: it appears to be to go on by routine-that is, if we place out of sight the truth that our Lord holds it by the hand, which is the real rationalization of the matter. And it isn't going to issue wherever you hail from! five. The light-weight he threw on the make any difference was of the clearest for as to these visions, at least, which have been not imaginary, I could not comprehend how they could be. It is entirely various, bringing with it tranquil, sweetness, and light-weight. Accordingly, however the holy friar consoled and calmed me, I did not depend so a great deal on him as to be entirely with no dread, specially when our Lord forsook me in the afflictions of my soul, of which I will now talk. The soul, laid in fetters, loses all command about itself, and all ability of thinking of just about anything but the absurdities he puts ahead of it, bongacomlive which, staying more or less unsubstantial, inconsistent, and disconnected, serve only to stifle the soul, so that it has no electrical power about by itself and appropriately-so it would seem to me-the devils make a football of 264 it, and the soul is not able to escape out of their palms.
One's who know their worth and don let their male operate all above then. That was all I demanded for at that time I did not know myself as I do now, so as to give an account of my condition. 8. I could not give many thanks enough to God, and to my wonderful father St. Joseph, who seemed to me to have introduced him below. 10. I forgot all the mercies our Lord had shown me, and remembered them only as a aspiration, to my wonderful distress for my being familiar with was so dull, that I experienced a thousand uncertainties and suspicions no matter whether I experienced at any time recognized issues aright, pondering that most likely all was fancy, and that it was ample for me to have deceived myself, without having also deceiving very good gentlemen. My confessor was easily glad,-not so the nobleman for though they were not ample to preserve him quiet, however they retained him in some measure from terrifying me so considerably as he applied to do. seven. We manufactured an agreement that I should write to him and inform him how it fared with me, for the potential, and that we need to pray significantly for each other. This is but a fake humility, and Satan invented it for the objective of disquieting me, and trying whether he could thereby generate my soul to despair.
eleven. Now, though the soul acknowledges itself to be depressing, and even though it is unpleasant to us to see ourselves as we are, and while we have most deep convictions of our very own wickedness,-deep as all those spoken of just now,451 and seriously felt,-nevertheless real humility is not attended with hassle it does not disturb the soul it results in neither obscurity nor aridity: on the opposite, it consoles. That other humility, which is the operate of Satan, furnishes no light-weight for any excellent operate it photographs God as bringing on all the things hearth and sword it dwells upon His justice and the soul's faith in the mercy of God- for the electrical power of the devil does not get to so much as to wipe out faith-is of these kinds of a nature 263 as to give me no consolation: on the contrary, the thing to consider of mercies so fantastic aids to maximize the ache, because I look upon myself as sure to render greater assistance.